Hmmm....
I am extremely cranky...even more so than during PMS. And it's waaaay too early for PMSing anyhow...
I am tired all the time...even though I am a night owl I am tired before 10pm...
I have had these two lines running through my head for about a week now..."For unto us, a child is born, Unto us a son is given."
I can remember a certain time this month when we "fooled around" and it might have been just the right time. While we didn't actually "do the deed", it still could have happened.
I am suspectin' I might be a bit knocked up. I have very mixed feelings about this. While part of me is excited...maybe it's a boy...this is an awful time to be "in the family way" since Hubby just got laid off.
I could be TOTALLY wrong and just stressing over nothing (and I am definitely stressing) but I'm not actually due my period for another 7-10 days. So it's really too early to take a test so in the mean time I am going NUTS waiting. I don't want to say anything to Hubby until I know for sure. It would seriously stress him out and I don't want to ruin his Christmas.
Pro List
It could be a boy
I love kids
It must be God's will cause we definitely were not trying
Hubby would like a boy
Con List
Hubby just got laid off
We already have 4 kids
Hubby will be almost 49 when baby is born and 67 when they graduate
Child #4 was an emergency C-section after 12 hours of labor...I don't really want to go through that again. It was scary and took forever to recover from.
Definitely wasn't planned
No insurance
